Potential Postponed

So many times I have begun pieces only to abandon them after the first few paragraphs by telling myself that I would complete it later and direct my attention towards things more important – my job, my responsibilities, my relationships…and somewhere along the line the things that I enjoy to do the most fades into the background.

I am certainly not the best of writers and cannot for the life of me churn out expressive lines yet I feel a sense of calm as my pen flies over the pages trying to keep pace with my thoughts and I see the words flow into phrases and the phrases into sentences that flow into each other.

I am able to write when I able to think deeply. Come to think of it I haven’t written anything for ages - does that mean that I have not been thinking deeply enough? Or on the contrary was I thinking so much that I lost my thoughts before I could them put them down on paper? Or was I so busy being busy that I just decided to postpone my potential for a little while longer?

Breaking the Block....6 months on

The star of my alien sky
So near and yet so far
I have often asked myself why…
You are what you are
And no matter how hard I try…
I find no answer
While time passes me by
And night turns to day
….. you quietly slip away.
Leaving me with a memory
To take with me on the way.

Enforced Hiatus

I seem to have practically abandoned my blog. Posts keep buzzing around my head but they never seem to materialize. Anyway I have made my new year's resolution hope to be more active this year.

Whats With the Mood ?

Easily hurt...easily disappointed....easily angered...what's with me ? Is it the hard work or is it something to do with the hormones ? Or am I just tired of being taken for a ride all the time?